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Friday, November 25, 2005
Life Still Has To Go On!!

Hey friends!! it has been such a long time tt i have wrote my last blog..haha!! i was really busy or rather lazy to blog?? either 1 loh... =X all tis time there juz too much thing happening and i dunno where should i start from?? haiz....anyway everything has juz come to an end!! both me and her have chose things to be in tis way and no point holding on anymore longer...its juz meaningless!! neither me and her will be happy....mayb its better 4 things to turn out to be in tis way?? dont u think so??i dunno whether i can juz leave everything behind anot??? mayb i juz need time bahx??? alot of time i guess....she has been the girl tt i have love the most compared to my previous few GF and tis r all sincerely from my heart....i noe i have been a bit harsh tt night but i dun wan it to turn out like tis...who will understand how i feel now???? im now trying to 4get everything and carry on wif wat i should do and i dunno whether it works anot??? as wat i have said...i juz need time loh!!! =( seriously i dun blame anyone 4 tis kind of thing to happen instead i onli can blame it on myself cos i have chose tis way myself and no one force me into it....the failure of tis relationship has to be blame onto myself again!! i guess i have been neglecting her too much or in another words...too focus on my things le and didnt really understand wat she really wan....haiz!! =( i dun blame her 4 anything now...really!! i guess i wont have any chances to tok to her anymore?? i juz hope she will be happy in future.....all the best in watever she do!! hope she sees it??

Im having 2 friendly match next week.....hope it will go on smoothly?? juz pray hard tt MSL badminton team will make our mark in court next week....JIAYOU!!! todae training was ok...not really tough but i have pull my right tigh and its quite painful now...guess have to rest till monday if not i wont be able to perform well le....hope it will recover by monday.....ok le!! tts all i have to say todae....i will be back tml again....surely!! bye.....


*wEi Li Is GoNe* Shooo.............. haha!! =X