My match has ended le....now everything have to go back to normal le~! i wont get to hear anymore words of encouragement anymore....juz like wat we usually do! she will be leading wif her own life and i will continue to live in my own world.....im really happy tis few days she is by my side supporting me but i cant take it as the wrong idea...nth can change the fact!! i have chose the way i wan to go....i muz carry on wif it~! =( i really have to wake up!!! i have send her my last msg last night....she didnt reply but tts good~! i wont think too much or hold back my decision....i muz let go~! T_T serbian told me to face her juz like normal....i wish i could but im afraid tt juz by doing tt i will change my mind again....i really dunno wat to do?? wo hen tong ku!!! zhen de....i hasnt been stop thinking about her at all!! sometimes im thinking....is all tis thing bao ying leh?? i dunno....=( i have to carry on wif my life no matter wat...i cant possibly be like tt 4eva!! juz hope no more things will happen again..... =(((haiz~!!!


who can help me??!! =(
wo yao kuai le!!
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