black&gold.

Monday, November 06, 2006

It has been such a long time......

Actually i dun really feel like blogging de or rather i wanna leave my blog to rot le cos i no longer noe how to put my feelings into words anymore le..... but suddenly i juz feel like typing something into my blog.... now im writing the blog while listening to songs!! alone in the study room, sitting in front of the com typing all tis....

Today went to movie wif Jing Yi cos she ask me pei her to watch "The Convenant" and i wanted to watch it long time ago le but juz couldnt get the DVD from wei ken so i have no choice but to pend money myself to watch.... the show was rather nice but the ending was kind of lik S**K!! recently the show tt i have watch are all wif stupid ending.... juz like ' Death Note ' it was nice in the beginning but the ending were like sian diao loh....u will noe it if u watch tt show! after my movie den went to 77th street to look for Max cos long time nv see him le so wanna go look for him and crap a bit loh..... hehe~!! =X

I gotten myself a job as a sales assistant at World Of Sports straight after i finish my 'N' level and work for ard 3 weeks but i have juz quitted recently....the reason for me quitting the job is becos many thigns r coming u during the holidays..... have to attend camp and training and i noe it myself tt i cannot afford to lost any of the training session..... it was really a good experience to get myself a eork to do....i learn alot during tis 3 weeks! really.....

I have start my training le....have been playing recently or rather i wanted to stuff myself wif things to do....juz dun wanna think so much le! also have to get myself prepared for the KL trip....im leaving on next mon on the 13th!! the training there will definitely be tougher compared to wat we have here so have to keep myself to standard in order to get through the 6 days of training.....i do look forward for the trip to KL but i guess i will be missing alot of things over here including her as well..... shes now having her 'O' level and it has been quite sometime i didnt see her or msg her le although i have been forcing myself to forget about her but deep inside me still hope to noe how has she been already..... i do miss her really~!! but i noe i have my stand.... i have made up my mind to forget her and i noe tt i shouldnt be thinking of her anymore but i jz couldnt control myself to stip thinking about her..... i dunno why??!! =(( tts y im hiding my feelings recently..... everyone has been asking me how come i always see u wif u smile on ur face?? but who noes when im unhappy?? i wouldnt show my feelings on my face!! tts me....i have lost my way, i need someone to lead me the way on which direction should i walk.... =((

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